February 2020 Book Review

Dear Girls – Ali Wong
[★★★☆☆] Enjoyable enough.
Synopsis: (goodreads)
Ali Wong’s heartfelt and hilarious letters to her daughters (the two she put to work while they were still in utero), covering everything they need to know in life, like the unpleasant details of dating, how to be a working mom in a male-dominated profession, and how she trapped their dad.

In her hit Netflix comedy special Baby Cobra, an eight-month pregnant Ali Wong resonated so heavily that she became a popular Halloween costume. Wong told the world her remarkably unfiltered thoughts on marriage, sex, Asian culture, working women, and why you never see new mom comics on stage but you sure see plenty of new dads.

The sharp insights and humor are even more personal in this completely original collection. She shares the wisdom she’s learned from a life in comedy and reveals stories from her life off stage, including the brutal singles life in New York (i.e. the inevitable confrontation with erectile dysfunction), reconnecting with her roots (and drinking snake blood) in Vietnam, tales of being a wild child growing up in San Francisco, and parenting war stories. Though addressed to her daughters, Ali Wong’s letters are absurdly funny, surprisingly moving, and enlightening (and disgusting) for all.

Review:
Having only seen her work as a stand up comedian, and although I’m not a fan of extremely crude or “dirty” jokes, she does have the ability to make me laugh out loud occasionally. This book was a good insight to Ali’s life, why she is the way she is, proud, crass, and doesn’t give a fuck (or at least that is how she comes off).  It was interesting to be able to see her and get to know her a little bit as a person outside of her profession as a comedian. Not sure how her kids will take this book, but as an outsider, it’s very interesting. I enjoyed the writing style as well, simple, straight to the point, and sounded authentically and unapologetically Ali Wong. I appreciated the rawness, honesty, and how open she was.

Life Updates:
I’ve been feeling quite the reading slump. If I want to read 30 books this year I really need to step it up! How are the rest of you doing on your reading challenge so far? Let me know down below! AND if you’ve read this book as well, let me know your thoughts below!

September 2019 Book Review Wrap Up

Rating key:
★☆☆☆☆ – Did not like. One Star for Effort.
★★☆☆☆ – It was ok.
★★★☆☆ – Enjoyable enough
★★★★☆ – I liked it.
★★★★★ – DAMN THAT WAS GOOD! GO READ IT! NOW!
*CLICKING THE BOOK TITLE WILL LEAD YOU TO THE BOOK’S GOODREADS PAGE*

How To Be a Bawse: A Guide to Conquering Life– Lilly Sigh
[☆☆☆☆☆] – Unrated
Synopsis:
Lilly Singh isn’t just a superstar. She’s Superwoman—which is also the name of her wildly popular YouTube channel. Funny, smart, and insightful, the actress and comedian covers topics ranging from relationships to career choices to everyday annoyances. It’s no wonder she’s garnered more than a billion views. But Lilly didn’t get to the top by being lucky—she had to work for it. Hard.

Now Lilly wants to share the lessons she learned while taking the world by storm, and the tools she used to do it. How to Be a Bawse is the definitive guide to conquering life. Make no mistake, there are no shortcuts to success, personal or professional. World domination requires real effort, dedication, and determination. Just consider Lilly a personal trainer for your life—with fifty rules to get you in the game….

Review:
It took me a long time to finally finish this book.. over a year. I started it in January 2018.. because I just didn’t continue reading it …and therefore have forgotten most likely over 50% of the content.

Despite that, I still believe that majority of the content in this book are things we already, in some way, know. Although I didn’t get too much new information from this book, and as all self help books go, is only surface level and remains quite vague. I think I read the rest of it at a good time in life so I was able to enjoy it enough. These are her experiences, and I can appreciate her for talking about it and sharing it in hopes to inspire her young audience. I also think she wrote it in an easy to comprehend and appropriate way for her targeted audience.

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I’m Not Your Perfect Mexican Daughter – Erika L. Sanchez
[★★☆☆☆]
Synopsis:
Perfect Mexican daughters do not go away to college. And they do not move out of their parents’ house after high school graduation. Perfect Mexican daughters never abandon their family.

But Julia is not your perfect Mexican daughter. That was Olga’s role.

Then a tragic accident on the busiest street in Chicago leaves Olga dead and Julia left behind to reassemble the shattered pieces of her family. And no one seems to acknowledge that Julia is broken, too. Instead, her mother seems to channel her grief into pointing out every possible way Julia has failed.

But it’s not long before Julia discovers that Olga might not have been as perfect as everyone thought. With the help of her best friend Lorena, and her first kiss, first love, first everything boyfriend Connor, Julia is determined to find out. Was Olga really what she seemed? Or was there more to her sister’s story? And either way, how can Julia even attempt to live up to a seemingly impossible ideal?

Review:
30th book! I reached my GOODREADS reading goal this year! EARLY! YAAAAAAYYYY!!
now onto the review….
This book was not what I was expecting. At all. Guess that’s what happens when you dont read the synopsis. I thought it was going to be comedic. Lol I dont know why, but I did. Boy was I wrong.

Anyways, the story was kind of dull. The flow wasn’t that great and the pace a bit slow. I think the only thing I really enjoyed was the mystery surrounding Olga. I felt the events happening in the were only there for discussion or cultural purposes and maybe character development. And it wasn’t even done that well.

As a minority myself, I did understand her want to live a better more meaningful life and wanting to break out from the mold. I also understood her feelings in regards to her own culture and the society in which she lives in. Actually, I understood her a lot in a sense although I didnt jive with her character all that well.

Although this novel was not for me and I gave it a low rating it doesnt mean that it’s a bad book persay… I think many others would be able to gain something more meaningful from this novel.

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The Kiss Thief – L.J. Shen
[★★☆☆☆]
Synopsis:
They say your first kiss should be earned.
Mine was stolen by a devil in a masquerade mask under the black Chicago sky.
They say the vows you take on your wedding day are sacred.
Mine were broken before we left church.
They say your heart only beats for one man.
Mine split and bled for two rivals who fought for it until the bitter end.
I was promised to Angelo Bandini, the heir to one of the most powerful families in the Chicago Outfit.
Then taken by Senator Wolfe Keaton, who held my father’s sins over his head to force me into marriage.
They say that all great love stories have a happy ending.
I, Francesca Rossi, found myself erasing and rewriting mine until the very last chapter.
One kiss.
Two men.
Three lives.
Entwined together.
And somewhere between these two men, I had to find my forever.

Review:

The synopsis made it have so much more potential than what I got. I found the characters utterly irritating.. A dislikable female lead (francesca) who’s got no backbone but the author really wanted us to think otherwise and that she’s just a simple nice religious girl but loses all sense when sex is on the table. Man she was annoying.  She gets into an accident at one point and she’s busy being out of it and jealous of a pretty EMT lady talking to Wolfe and giving him advice on what to do, instead of being like wtf just happened, I need help. I try to be sympathetic but it’s a lot harder when you can’t bring yourself to like her. The epitome of a bad boy but actually caring at heart male lead (Wolfe) wasn’t all that likable either.
Although I enjoyed the beginning the last half was seriously annoying and frustrated. Not to mention it was a seriously unhealthy relationship that most people would not actually tolerate in real life whether its happening to you or someone you knew. If you’re in a similar relationship, get the fuck out of it. Had they just communicated properly, the book could have been half as long considering most of the things that happened in the second half didn’t add anything more to the story other than some character development. I wouldn’t recommend it, but it seems to have high ratings on Goodreads so definitely go check out the other reviews.

August 2019 Book Review Wrap Up

Rating key:
★☆☆☆☆ – Did not like. One Star for Effort.
★★☆☆☆ – It was ok.
★★★☆☆ – Enjoyable enough
★★★★☆ – I liked it.
★★★★★ – DAMN THAT WAS GOOD! GO READ IT! NOW!
*CLICKING THE BOOK TITLE WILL LEAD YOU TO THE BOOK’S GOODREADS PAGE*

Reflection – Elizabeth Lim
[★★★☆☆]
Synopsis:
When Captain Shang is mortally wounded by Shan Yu in battle, Mulan must travel to the Underworld, Diyu, in order to save him from certain death. But King Yama, the ruler of Diyu, is not willing to give Shang up easily. With the help of Shang’s great lion guardian ShiShi, Mulan must traverse Diyu to find Shang’s spirit, face harrowing obstacles, and leave by sunrise⁠—or become King Yama’s prisoner forever. Moreover, Mulan is still disguised as the soldier called Ping, wrestling with the decision to reveal her true identity to her closest friend. Will Mulan be able to save Shang before it’s too late? Will he ever be able to trust her again? Or will she lose him–and be lost in the Underworld⁠—forever

Review:

Ummm. It was creative… some events seemed a bit random and a couple scenes were really hard to imagine, whether that’s because of the author’s description or because of me.. I’m not sure…could be mostly me. But it was a fun..ish.
Utilized a lot of references from the Disney movie. The continuous reminder of mulan feeling bad for lying to Shang got a bit annoying by like the umpteenth time and her insecurities of what will happen when she returns home. I know it’s a big theme in the movie itself but gosh, all the constant reminder…😑 regardless of these minor setbacks, I think over all, it was a job well done for a reimagined Disney movie. I didnt hate it.

It could also be interesting had it followed the movie where Mulan gets wounded by Shanyu and knocks out then she goes into this underworld and tries to save herself from Diyu.

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The 7 1/2 Deaths of Evelyn Hardcastle – Stuart Turton
[★★★☆☆].5
Synopsis:
Tonight, Evelyn Hardcastle will be killed… again.
It is meant to be a celebration but it ends in tragedy. As fireworks explode overhead, Evelyn Hardcastle, the young and beautiful daughter of the house, is killed.
But Evelyn will not die just once. Until Aiden – one of the guests summoned to Blackheath for the party – can solve her murder, the day will repeat itself, over and over again. Every time ending with the fateful pistol shot.
The only way to break this cycle is to identify the killer. But each time the day begins again, Aiden wakes in the body of a different guest. And someone is determined to prevent him ever escaping Blackheath…

Review:
3.5 stars!
From the beginning, and after the summary, the premise of this book reminded me a little bit of Shutter Island with DiCaprio- a movie I enjoyed because of how confusingly mind fucking it is, but I digress.

I really liked the premise and the idea. I think the author did a wonderful job of connecting characters and creating the loop. I think the characters were done well too. There where enough characteristics of each original host for the reader to know who they were (or at least you were told it) and enough of the narrators personality that you sort of were able to tell it’s the main narrators action and not the host. I liked how they were all flawed people but not in the way that would make you outright hate them.

But. Yes theres a but. It’s definitely kind of hard to get into. I didn’t fully start getting really into it until the last 30% of the book..where everything happens It’s quite descriptive and after reading from 5 different perspectives I just got kind of tired of being confused, reading the same day over and over again through different characters, and not getting much progress in figuring out who it was and was ready to see it all wrapped up. The ending was honestly, kind of disappointing. Not that it’s a bad ending, I just didn’t expect it to end like the way it did. Interesting he chose to go that route considering the fact that the rest of the story made it seem impossible, thus it felt like a cop out.
To Avoid spoiling…highlight to read——–
Another problem I had was that it was never explained how they were doing this “simulation” and what he calls ,”time travel”. AKA No explanation on how the character was able to move from body to body or how they got to Blackheath, or how they get in and out. They sort of explain it, that it’s a simulation/rehab like  (almost limbo) for those who did really bad things….but it didn’t dive very deeply and I was still left with questioning how this was even happening… Is it like The Matrix, plugged in and all that? Or is it like Shutter Island where doctors were literally re-creating scenerios for Decaprio?
You also learn about the main characters’ story all at the end, but I think it would have been a more interesting route had we (and the main character himself) also learned about them along the way little by little as we did about the hosts and the Hardcastle. I think it would have made a deeper impact on how I felt about the main characters as well.
Spoiler end —–

If you don’t care for the background details or learning the hints and trying to figure it yourself along the way on majority of the hosts (it’s quite confusing anyway) and still want to read this book then I recommend reading only the last 30-40 percent. Definitely a recommend for those who enjoy mystery novels, I think I prefer this genre in film or tv form.
It’s still quite a mind thrilling mystery ride overall and I enjoyed it enough but I’m giving you the option of a shortcut since it’s all mostly explained at the end anyways. LOL

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A Man Called Ove – Fedrik Backman
[★★★☆☆].5

Synopsis:
Meet Ove. He’s a curmudgeon, the kind of man who points at people he dislikes as if they were burglars caught outside his bedroom window. He has staunch principles, strict routines, and a short fuse. People call him the bitter neighbor from hell, but must Ove be bitter just because he doesn’t walk around with a smile plastered to his face all the time?

Behind the cranky exterior there is a story and a sadness. So when one November morning a chatty young couple with two chatty young daughters move in next door and accidentally flatten Ove’s mailbox, it is the lead-in to a comical and heartwarming tale of unkempt cats, unexpected friendship, and the ancient art of backing up a U-Haul. All of which will change one cranky old man and a local residents’ association to their very foundations.

Review:
It was touching. The ideas and concept is nothing new though. This book taught me to not judge people too quickly. That some people can be grumpy as hell but have a very big heart… I also found it to be very cliche and predictable.

The author did a good job of making you feel for and understand Ove as both a grumpy man and a big hearted man. But all other characters seemed mostly for plot purpose and not super flushed out. I’m not one to befriend my neighbors but it’s an interesting idea. lol

I also don’t know how I feel about accepting someone’s rude and grumpiness behavior just because they may have a big heart though. I get some people can’t express themselves properly but..hmmm it does not justify their rude behavior Lol I’m all about being kind to thy neighbor. And treating others how you want to be treated…or just simply just being kind.

Its definitely a slice of life kind of story telling with minor plot and character development…so if you don’t enjoy that, this might not be for you.

May 2019 Book Review Wrap Up

Rating key:
★☆☆☆☆ – Did not like.
★★☆☆☆ – It was ok.
★★★☆☆ – Enjoyable enough
★★★★☆ – I liked it.
★★★★★ – DAMN THAT WAS GOOD! GO READ IT! NOW!
*CLICKING THE BOOK TITLE WILL LEAD YOU TO THE BOOK’S GOODREADS PAGE*

Letters to the Lost – Brigid Kemmerer
[★★★☆☆]
Synopsis:
Juliet Young always writes letters to her mother, a world-traveling photojournalist. Even after her mother’s death, she leaves letters at her grave. It’s the only way Juliet can cope.

Declan Murphy isn’t the sort of guy you want to cross. In the midst of his court-ordered community service at the local cemetery, he’s trying to escape the demons of his past.

When Declan reads a haunting letter left beside a grave, he can’t resist writing back. Soon, he’s opening up to a perfect stranger, and their connection is immediate. But neither Declan nor Juliet knows that they’re not actually strangers. When life at school interferes with their secret life of letters, sparks will fly as Juliet and Declan discover truths that might tear them apart.

Review:
It was a touching story about grief and losing people you care about and finding comfort from someone you least expect. and the possibility for second chances…. As well as lack of communication and misunderstanding between parents and their kids. Despite it being an enjoyable read, it’s nothing special or new and it left me feeling kind of meh..

Maybe it’s most likely definitely because I have yet to lose someone I am really close to but the dramatic and bratty way our Main female lead- Juliet- was acting annoyed me so much. Her saving grace is that she knows how to self reflect and attempts right her bratty behavior. The sympathetic part of me tries to tell me that she lost her mom, but the other part of me is like..stop being such a goddamn dramatic brat. But I acknowledge that maybe I’m the problem here. Me and my lack of emotions and very very different personality. I did however, feel a lot more sympathy and empathy towards the main guy- Declan. I felt his story had more substance to it and justified his behavior more.

There is a little bit of romance in here but it’s not necessarily the main plot. However, even the main plot is kind of..idk missing the oomph. It also unexpectedly became a mystery three quarters of the way through for a little bit.

Maybe I will be able to relate to this story later in life, maybe I never will, but I think those who lost a parent or someone they care about would be able to get something from this (and also be way more understanding and sympathetic of our main female protagonist.)

When All Is Said – Anne Griffin
[★★★☆☆]
Synopsis:
If you had to pick five people to sum up your life, who would they be? If you were to raise a glass to each of them, what would you say? And what would you learn about yourself, when all is said and done?

This is the story of Maurice Hannigan, who, over the course of a Saturday night in June, orders five different drinks at the Rainford House Hotel. With each he toasts a person vital to him: his doomed older brother, his troubled sister-in-law, his daughter of fifteen minutes, his son far off in America, and his late, lamented wife. And through these people, the ones who left him behind, he tells the story of his own life, with all its regrets and feuds, loves and triumphs.

Review:

By no means was this a bad book. It was a touching story of so much emotions. Butfor me, it felt just a bit draggy and failed to make me fully engage in the way that I was willing to put the book down and it took a while to finish. This could also be because it was such a deep topic too that I needed that time in between (but I honestly don’t think that was the case). The ending was extremely predictable the moment you start reading if not by the title and the synopsis. Reminds me of another book with a similar idea by Mitch Albom. Although I felt empathy for the characters (pretty much all of them, they all had their fair share of unfair/bs circumstances), it just didn’t quite hit me as deeply as I thought it would. But still, a lot of life lesson could be learn from this, learning to be grateful, life regrets etc.. Some people may be/get triggered by the ending.

It did make me think though. Who would I toast? Which five people would I pick, what would I say, and what would I learn about myself? Maybe I should write something.

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My So-Called Bollywood Life – Nisha Sharma
[★★★☆☆]
Synopsis:
Winnie Mehta was never really convinced that Raj was her soulmate, but their love was written in the stars. Literally, a pandit predicted Winnie would find the love of her life before her 18th birthday, and Raj meets all of the qualifications. Which is why Winnie is shocked to return from her summer at film camp to find her boyfriend of three years hooking up with Jenny Dickens. Worse, Raj is crowned chair of the student film festival, a spot Winnie was counting on for her film school applications. As a self-proclaimed Bollywood expert, Winnie knows this is not how her perfect ending is scripted.

Then there’s Dev, a fellow film geek, and one of the few people Winnie can count on to help her reclaim control of her story. Dev is smart, charming, and challenges Winnie to look beyond her horoscope to find someone she’d pick for herself. But does falling for Dev mean giving up on her prophecy, and her chance to live happily ever after? To get her Bollywood-like life on track, Winnie will need a little bit of help from fate, family, and of course, a Bollywood movie star.

Review:

I wasn’t really sure how I felt about this book after finishing. And I realized I felt that way because it was just meh. Aside from all the Bollywood references, which I thoroughly enjoyed being a Bollywood fan myself, the characters and plot lacked depth and development. Winnie, our heroine, tries  hard to not care about this destiny prophecy (that she does actually really care about and believe in) to the point that it’s literally the plot, chasing boys. really. but not literally. She also comes off a bit self centered and a bit annoying although not totally dislikable. While trying to run away from destiny (but towards boys) she is also chasing her dream which is honestly just a side story to not make her look like a boy-crazed teen. And the ending conflict.. I don’t know I still think she ought to apologize for the way she reacted…even if she was also hurt by what happened (which all the people involved apologized ).. but they made it seem like everyone was at fault but her.. I didn’t agree with what happened with her position in her club. I agreed with her original decision, but they made it seem like it was not cool. Of course, predictable ending. It’s a Bollywood inspired book after all.

I probably really should stop reading YA books. I mature early and do not understand nor relate to these immature behaviors. lol

It was an okay book overall. I’d say skip it unless it really intrigues you/ you can relate or in the same age range/ you are Indian? and want to read a book with representation? (can I say this? lol) or want to read something with references outside of America and Hollywood (although that exists here too).

__________Random Bollywood Side Chat_____You May Leave If Not Interested_____
Yes, Winnie, I agree that modern Bollywood is not as enjoyable as the dramatic song and dance breakout films that were made in the past. I specifically enjoy a lot of the ’90s to late 2000s. This book definitely made me want to go watch some Bollywood movies.

Here are some of my favorites in case you are interested in checking some out yourself!
Kuch Kuch Hota Hai <—-  a totally MUST SEE! even if story is not that original now, it was back then… I think ..and it’s Shah Rukh Khan and Kajol!
Khabie Khushi Khabie Gham <—also another totally must see because. family…and also again. Shah Rukh Khan and Kajol!
Hum Aapke Hain Kaun
Kahin Pyaar Na Ho Jaaye
Mujse Dosti Karoge (although I heard it didn’t do superb in box office..great music medleys though and I still like it a lot.)
Har Dil Jo Pyar Karega
Dil Hai Tumhaara

Random facts:
Pretty much, Shah Rukh Khan and Kajol have unbeatable chemistry. Everyone ships them. We think they should just get together, even though they are happily married with other people. lol
Salman Khan was my first indian celebrity crush ( I think he was for others too!)

In case you’re interested to who these two I keep referencing are:
Shah Rukh Khan and Kajol… that woman is GORGEOUS!

Younger and more photoshoped… lol
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April 2019 Review Wrap Up

Rating key:
★☆☆☆☆ – Did not like.
★★☆☆☆ – It was ok.
★★★☆☆ – Enjoyable enough
★★★★☆ – I liked it.
★★★★★ – DAMN THAT WAS GOOD! GO READ IT! NOW!
*CLICKING THE BOOK TITLE WILL LEAD YOU TO THE BOOK’S GOODREADS PAGE*

If you’re into podcasts and crime shows…I’ve been binging Crime Junkies. Now I’m more paranoid than before. > < eeek. but so interesting!

Marrying a Spy – Anne-Marie Meyer
[★☆☆☆☆]
Synopsis:
Sophia feels as if she’s finally been able to put her past behind her. Her father left, Noah left, and her mother and brother passed away from a suspicious car accident ten years ago. Even though she is an orphan, she has her town and her perfectly predictable life as a dentist to keep her company. That is, until Noah shows up with secrets of his own.

Noah’s back after leaving Sophia and the suffocating small town. Even though he joined the military, became a pararescueman, and was recruited by the CIA, nothing seemed to blot out the memory of the only woman he’s ever loved, Sophia. When his boss proposes the plan of a fake marriage to snuff out Sophia’s father, he jumps at the opportunity. After all, he would only trust the job of her safety to himself—even if he is pretty sure his heart is in jeopardy of breaking.

Old feelings bubble to the surface and Sophia and Noah struggle to interpret each others actions as the lines between acting and truth become blurred. Just when they decide to be honest with each other, Sophia’s father shows up and informs them, they’ve been compromised. Now both must decide if loving each other is worth the risks.

Review:
I don’t know. I didn’t really enjoy this one. It didn’t have much substance. Everything and I mean everything(character, plot development, romance, climax) was just lacking. Even the whole catching the bad guy was wrapped up so easily and quickly, you also didn’t feel like any of them were in any real danger considering nothing dangerous really happened to any of them during the story. The bad things that Georgie did and reasons for James getting involved with them were also very vague….It also felt slow and super repetitive with the whole, I love her/ him but I shouldn’t in order to protect her/him/myself, so the Imma close myself off. But I can’t stop my feelings. So, So, Soooooooo many paragraphs were stating that same thing. Disappointing read for me but others may enjoy it more.

There were some minor spelling and grammar errors but no stars were docked off for that. However, I thought I should still point it out for those who care

March 2019 Review Wrap Up

Rating key:
★☆☆☆☆ – Did not like.
★★☆☆☆ – It was ok.
★★★☆☆ – Enjoyable enough
★★★★☆ – I liked it.
★★★★★ – DAMN THAT WAS GOOD! GO READ IT! NOW!
*CLICKING THE BOOK TITLE WILL LEAD YOU TO THE BOOK’S GOODREADS PAGE*

Brace yourselves! It’s gonna be a long one!
I was on some sort of fucking (excuse the lango) reading high this month. 8 books! I don’t know why, maybe the long reading slump coming to an end or I’m subconsciously stress and my brain just trying to avoid a problem that I really should be dealing with. lol. whatever, reading was just so addicting this month…even though they were all enjoyable they were relatively average 3 star reads (with slight variation in enjoyability)…not even mad…it should be like this EVERY MONTH!
I’ll be traveling from the 26th until April 10th so I don’t know how often I will be able to read. If I manage to finish another book in March I will add it to my April wrap up. Until then! BYE~~~

Nevermoor: The Trials of Moorigan Crow – Jessica Townsend
[★★★☆☆]
Synopsis:
Morrigan Crow is cursed. Having been born on Eventide, the unluckiest day for any child to be born, she’s blamed for all local misfortunes, from hailstorms to heart attacks–and, worst of all, the curse means that Morrigan is doomed to die at midnight on her eleventh birthday.

But as Morrigan awaits her fate, a strange and remarkable man named Jupiter North appears. Chased by black-smoke hounds and shadowy hunters on horseback, he whisks her away into the safety of a secret, magical city called Nevermoor.

It’s then that Morrigan discovers Jupiter has chosen her to contend for a place in the city’s most prestigious organization: the Wundrous Society. In order to join, she must compete in four difficult and dangerous trials against hundreds of other children, each boasting an extraordinary talent that sets them apart – an extraordinary talent that Morrigan insists she does not have. To stay in the safety of Nevermoor for good, Morrigan will need to find a way to pass the tests – or she’ll have to leave the city to confront her deadly fate

Review:
I enjoyed it over all. It did gave me a little bit of HP & goblet of fire vibes with some studio ghibli thrown in the mix. And mix of a lot of other stuff from other stories I’ve watched, or read. But I also don’t really want to compare..so… I think it’s a solid story but at the same time I felt like something was missing.

The world building was ok… I still don’t fully get why Nevermoore is the way it is..is it this alternative dimension? or is it equivalant to like..a different country.. Like yes, I know it’s this magical world and all but… I don’t know..different realm, same universe? Same realm, same universe?. I want to understand this world more..because it didn’t feel different from her original world just that it had more magical things in it…

The characters, I felt no strong attachment to. Morrigan’s and lack of self confidence was slowly getting annoying as the story went on because there was no growth in that area whatsoever throughout the book…although the author did show that she can be strong too. She was still so.. not confident.. till the end. Also how does one say her name? like Morgan or Mor-i-gan?  Cadence made a lot of bitch move decisions lol even if she did try to correct things, I’m still like nah-ah don’t think that will make yall even. I don’t get why Morrigan didn’t fight back harder and stand up for herself more during this one scene. Noelle was just mean for mean sake..which eh..some people are just like that I guess… I do like Fenestra the talking cat. Pretty sure she’s my spirit animal.

The trials….I get the lessons but I felt it was lacking… everything felt so easy peasy to the point where I felt the character didn’t really grow from each trial. I know it’s to show characteristics of the characters but still…mmmmm…

I also thought that whole saint nick and yule queen duel could have been deleted. Unnecessary.

And can these adults just stop keeping important secrets. Seriously. Especially if its gonna affect said child where evil people are gonna come for them because of said secret. They gonna need to know ahead of time so they can prepare for what’s to come. Goddamn.

Ok. Ok negative stuff aside, it was still enjoyable over all and a short read. I’ll most likely continue for now. We’ll see how it develops. Like I said solid story but it’s missing something. Idk what it is but it’s missing it.

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Wundersmith: The Calling of Morrigan Crow – Jessica Townsend
[★★★☆☆]
Synopsis:
Morrigan Crow may have defeated her deadly curse, passed the dangerous trials and joined the mystical Wundrous Society, but her journey into Nevermoor and all its secrets has only just begun. And she is fast learning that not all magic is used for good.

Morrigan Crow has been invited to join the prestigious Wundrous Society, a place that promised her friendship, protection and belonging for life. She’s hoping for an education full of wunder, imagination and discovery – but all the Society want to teach her is how evil Wundersmiths are. And someone is blackmailing Morrigan’s unit, turning her last few loyal friends against her. Has Morrigan escaped from being the cursed child of Wintersea only to become the most hated figure in Nevermoor?

Worst of all, people have started to go missing. The fantastical city of Nevermoor, once a place of magic and safety, is now riddled with fear and suspicion…

Review:
So I decided to jump right into the next book in the Nevermoor series. All my previous complaints aside, this one did a lot more justice to the world building. I understood the world a little but more, but again, still felt like sometimes things were just conveniently stuck in there. I still don’t really get if it’s different realms same universe or not but I’m just going to go with it. lol Morrigan is still a bit annoying but then I get why…. there is also some growth so ok. Again, some unnecessary filler chapters here and there, although I understood it’s to help with world development those just kinda dragged. Fun things finally started happening towards the end with Morrigan’s power and everything. Looking forward to the next book.

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Gorilla and the Bird: A Memoir of Madness and a Mother’s Love – Zack McDermott
[★★★☆☆]
Synopsis:
Zack McDermott, a 26-year-old Brooklyn public defender, woke up one morning convinced he was being filmed, Truman Show-style, as part of an audition for a TV pilot. Every passerby was an actor; every car would magically stop for him; everything he saw was a cue from “The Producer” to help inspire the performance of a lifetime. After a manic spree around Manhattan, Zack, who is bipolar, was arrested on a subway platform and admitted to Bellevue Hospital.

So begins the story of Zack’s freefall into psychosis and his desperate, poignant, often darkly funny struggle to claw his way back to sanity. It’s a journey that will take him from New York City back to his Kansas roots and to the one person who might be able to save him, his tough, big-hearted Midwestern mother, nicknamed the Bird, whose fierce and steadfast love is the light in Zack’s dark world.

Before his odyssey is over, Zack will be tackled by guards in mental wards, run naked through cornfields, receive secret messages from the TV, befriend a former Navy Seal and his talking stuffed monkey, and see the Virgin Mary in the whorls of his own back hair. But with the Bird’s help, he just might have a shot at pulling through, starting over, and maybe even meeting a woman who can love him back, bipolar and all.

Review:
3.5 stars?. A great read for those into mental health/psych related books. The books is a very raw and honest experience about Zack and having Bipolar and psychotic break downs. Shows Great insight to how someone with BP feels and how it affects not only them but also those around them. I think this would be a helpful read for those who does know someone with BP in terms of trying to understanding the person or situation even if BP affects everyone a bit differently. Would have loved to see more content from the mother included in the story. She seems like a wonderful person. Although I felt for Zack and understood it stemmed from depression, but his lack of ability to take care of his health pissed me off too . Why are you drinking and smoking so goddamn much when you KNOW it’s not good for you and your mental state?! Wanted to slap some senses into him. But I try to stay sympathetic and empathic. It’s due to the depression and all this crazy shit going on. I get it. I know.  I’ll stop being a bitch. but you needa limit your drinking and smoking too ok. (My internal monologue when I found myself wanting to bitchslap some sense into him because I care lol.) Anyways Best wishes to the author as he continues to figure out how best to deal with BP and his outbreaks. I’m glad he had and found caring people to support him through this.

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Don’t Call Me Cupcake -Tara Sheets
[★★★☆☆]
Synopsis:
Most families have a favorite recipe or two, handed down through generations. The Holloway women are a little different. Emma Holloway, like her grandmother before her, bakes wishes into her delicious cupcakes, granting the recipient comfort, sweet dreams, or any number of good things. It’s a strange gift, but it brings only happiness. Until gorgeous, smooth-talking newcomer Hunter Kane strolls into her shop, Fairy Cakes–and Emma makes the mistake of selling him not one, but three Sweet Success cupcakes.

Hunter, it turns out, is opening a fancy new restaurant and bakery right on the waterfront–Emma’s competition. To make matters worse, the town committee has decided to split the upcoming summer festival contract between the two, forcing Emma to work with her nemesis. But she can’t afford to split her profits. The solution: create a recipe that will make Hunter leave town permanently.

Review:
Very cute. Reminded me of Simply Irresistible starring Sarah Michelle Gellar!
Good for those who like clean romance stories… I mean there’s sex in it still, but it’s mostly done behind closed doors and you get to use your own imagination if you want to. It’s pretty short, so honestly I don’t have too strong of an attachment to any of the characters and the relationship development is very sudden. But it’s still cute. You know, the usual Chick-lit…just enjoy the “I like him/her but no way am I gonna admit it”, “I have personal issues that’s stopping me from pursuing this relationship hey lets bang because of the desire vested in ourselves and the strong attraction”, “maybe he doesn’t love me like I love him”, and other nonsense some of us enjoy as entertainment but would not tolerate in real life. 😁

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Don’t Touch My Petunia – Tara Sheets
[★★★☆☆]
Synopsis:
The Holloway women each have a special gift, passed down through generations, each one a little different. Juliette possesses a magical green thumb, which makes her job managing the local florist shop a dream. She may be a bit wild, but she knows what she wants: to save enough money to buy the shop from her boss. Then in marches Logan O’Connor, more annoyingly handsome than ever, turning all her plans upside down.

Logan hasn’t been back on Pine Cove Island since he was eighteen and broke Juliette’s teenage heart. Now it turns out he’s her boss’s nephew–and will be spending his days remodeling the shop and barking orders. At her. 

For the sake of the business, Juliette will have to ignore their simmering attraction and work with Logan. But that doesn’t mean she has to make things easy for him. Because no one knows better than she that one tiny, perfectly planted bit of garden magic could uproot Logan’s own plans and keep him out of her way. And nothing would make her happier. At least that’s what she thinks..

Review:
This story follows the Juliette’s romantic story (The cousin of emma from the book above Don’t Touch My Cupcake). The plot was a little lacking compared to don’t call me cupcake (which wasn’t alll that strong either but still a little stronger than this one I think). The reality show plot didn’t really add much to the story, could have been cut out entirely. Adding Kat as a new character was a bit random too ( and quite obviously mainly for future spin off). Juliette felt like a slightly different character compared to her character in Don’t Call Me Cupcake. Still, enjoyable if you like light chick-lit. Again, “I like him/her but no way am I gonna admit it”, “I have personal issues that’s stopping me from pursuing this relationship but hey lets bang because of the desire vested in ourselves and the obvious/strong attraction”, “maybe he doesn’t love me like I love him”, and other nonsense, again, some of us enjoy as entertainment but would not tolerate in real life.
Goddamn why am I such a sucker for these kind of stories?! lol must be from my asian drama watching days…which I still watch plenty of

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I’ll Give You the Sun – Jandy Nelson
[★★★☆☆]
Synopsis:
“We were all heading for each other on a collision course, no matter what. Maybe some people are just meant to be in the same story.” 

At first, Jude and her twin brother Noah, are inseparable. Noah draws constantly and is falling in love with the charismatic boy next door, while daredevil Jude wears red-red lipstick, cliff-dives, and does all the talking for both of them. Years later, they are barely speaking. Something has happened to change the twins in different yet equally devastating ways . . . but then Jude meets an intriguing, irresistible boy and a mysterious new mentor. The early years are Noah’s to tell; the later years are Jude’s. But they each have only half the story, and if they can only find their way back to one another, they’ll have a chance to remake their world.

Review:

The writing style threw me off a bit at first. definitely different from what I’m used to. But I got over it. Pretty quickly.

Let’s get it out in the open. I did not like Jude at alllll. Not younger jude and not 16year old jude. I cannot despise her as a character though, as she is not a despicable character, but one that is troubled and hurt. However, her action was despicable. I thought I would come to like her more as the story progress since so much of it was her point of view, but unfortunately I did not. I think mostly because, although I understood her feelings, I felt her reasoning behind her action is not strong enough to justify it. Sure Noah did some petty shit too but godaamn…
How can you say you love someone the most in the world and pull that shit on them? Petty I tell yall. Petty. Also her romantic plot line felt a little force. Did not feel any chemistry between them or their interaction. Her infatuation with him just makes me want to roll my eyes.

I liked Noah’s perspective and character a little more. Sure he did petty and not very cool shit too but I felt for him a lot more than I ever did for Jude and would have preferred to read more of his perspective. Maybe it’s because we started out with his perspective first, hence the bias? Maybe he’s just less irritable? And can we talk about his romance plot line omg. got me all giddy, haven’t rooted for a couple like this in a while.

I wasn’t really feeling the ending. It just felt too…easy.

The chapter cliffhangers were intriguing at first, I actually enjoyed it a bit too. But when it kept happening and happening and happening and the story didn’t feel like it would ever conclude. I got a bit impatient…because some of those filler pages were not that necessary.

Overall, it paints a good picture of a broken family and unhealthy and broken relationships trying to heal. ..It has some decent life lessons in it too, like acknowledging your mistakes, trying to atone(?) for your bad decisions, forgive people and their bad decisions and giving second chances. . Don’t do shit you’re gonna regret to avoid future guilt and be honest to avoid future misunderstanding. It’s all in your head, the lack of confidence, the not being good enough, fear, etc etc….I’m totally torn on my feelings about this book. I liked the story but it also annoyed the hell out of me too.

So does it make it a good book to elicit such complex feelings towards it?

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My Sister, the Serial Killer – Oyinkan Braithwaite
[★★★☆☆]
Synopsis:
My Sister, the Serial Killer is a blackly comic novel about how blood is thicker – and more difficult to get out of the carpet – than water…

When Korede’s dinner is interrupted one night by a distress call from her sister, Ayoola, she knows what’s expected of her: bleach, rubber gloves, nerves of steel and a strong stomach. This’ll be the third boyfriend Ayoola’s dispatched in, quote, self-defence and the third mess that her lethal little sibling has left Korede to clear away. She should probably go to the police for the good of the menfolk of Nigeria, but she loves her sister and, as they say, family always comes first. Until, that is, Ayoola starts dating the doctor where Korede works as a nurse. Korede’s long been in love with him, and isn’t prepared to see him wind up with a knife in his back: but to save one would mean sacrificing the other..

Review:
CRAZY SHIT.
Am I the only one missing the satire or comical part of this book? All I got was tragic and effed up.
Clever and definitely not what I expected. I thought it touched on a lot of interesting topics. Men. Men’s view on women. Beauty standards and how people are treated base on it. Abuse. Affects of abuse. Affects of social media and the use of it. Loyalty. Responsibility.
Korede is nothing but a self pitying and loyal AF enabler, who can’t stand up for herself. Sometimes I felt for her, other times I’m like girl, why?! Why?! I definitely questioned a few of her decisions. Ayoolu definitely has some psychological issues (and Korede a little as well) and knows her sister would never turn her back on her and definitely takes advantage of it. They’re both so broken. They both need some help man. I wished she delved deeper with Ayoolu’s story. Would I recommend? If you want something short that’s not too flushed out.

Would work well as an indie film.

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The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo – Taylor Jenkins Reid
[★★★☆☆]
Synopsis:
Aging and reclusive Hollywood movie icon Evelyn Hugo is finally ready to tell the truth about her glamorous and scandalous life. But when she chooses unknown magazine reporter Monique Grant for the job, no one is more astounded than Monique herself. Why her? Why now?

Monique is not exactly on top of the world. Her husband has left her, and her professional life is going nowhere. Regardless of why Evelyn has selected her to write her biography, Monique is determined to use this opportunity to jumpstart her career.

Summoned to Evelyn’s luxurious apartment, Monique listens in fascination as the actress tells her story. From making her way to Los Angeles in the 1950s to her decision to leave show business in the ’80s, and, of course, the seven husbands along the way, Evelyn unspools a tale of ruthless ambition, unexpected friendship, and a great forbidden love. Monique begins to feel a very real connection to the legendary star, but as Evelyn’s story near its conclusion, it becomes clear that her life intersects with Monique’s own in tragic and irreversible ways.

Review:
I enjoyed it… enough. 3.5 stars?
I think the author did a good job of crafting Evelyn’s character. I was able to respect her character despite her questionable decisions and actions. She knows what she did and she owns up to them and is willing to do what it takes to get what she wants and I give her props for that. (Yes, I am willing to give you a little respect for being able to confidently admit to your actions even if I don’t agree with your decisions or like you. ) I wouldn’t say I liked her character but I also didn’t dislike her either..maybe part of me wants to like her character mainly because she’s so different from me.

Monique. Monique. Monique. Why did NOBODY mention how much we don’t care about Monique’s character beyond “why her? Why did THE Evelyn Hugo choose her?” ? I really did not care about her character at all. I cared more about harry’s character than her. Maybe just me?

The book brought up a lot of interesting topics about Hollywood, Hollywood culture, sexuality, identity, taking what you want, chasing dreams, acceptance and some social issues. It had some decent life advice here and there.

Despite the authors efforts in trying to be diverse in character ethnicity/nationality it seemed to have failed so miserably via my imagination. I think it’s due to the basic white people names the characters had and failing to go beyond telling us that so and so is this or that ethnicity/nationality..all I could imagine while reading were white people as the characters..even after being told once or twice that said character is not white. I don’t know if this was the intention or not but Did other people feel that too? Please, don’t be offended. I’ll admit that after thinking about it…this is also mostly due to my own personal problem. Maybe I just need to stop associating names with certain groups of people. Yes I know..its 2019 godammit! that is my own problem indeed but something I felt still needed to be mentioned.

Although at first the book was interesting and took an interesting unexpected turn, the stories with each husband became a bit repetitive and thus a little less interesting also a little less flushed out as well.. The answer to “why Monique” also didn’t hit me with the impact that was probably intended because by then i really did not care about her character (and it did not wow me away). However by the end of the book, if it was the intention, it did leave me wanting a little more of Evelyn Hugo.

Would I recommend this book? Honestly I don’t know. Although it failed to blow me away as it did so many others (could also be contributing factor, with all the hype means higher expectation) I also cant say it wasn’t a good book either. Maybe if I know the person would enjoy this type of book.

January 2019 Wrap Up

Rating key:
★☆☆☆☆ – Did not like.
★★☆☆☆ – It was ok.
★★★☆☆ – Enjoyable enough
★★★★☆ – I liked it.
★★★★★ – DAMN THAT WAS GOOD! GO READ IT! NOW!
*CLICKING THE BOOK TITLE WILL LEAD YOU TO THE BOOK’S GOODREADS PAGE*

The Lies of Locke Lamora – Scott Lynch
[★★★☆☆]
Synopsis:
An orphan’s life is harsh—and often short—in the mysterious island city of Camorr. But young Locke Lamora dodges death and slavery, becoming a thief under the tutelage of a gifted con artist. As leader of the band of light-fingered brothers known as the Gentleman Bastards, Locke is soon infamous, fooling even the underworld’s most feared ruler. But in the shadows lurks someone still more ambitious and deadly. Faced with a bloody coup that threatens to destroy everyone and everything that holds meaning in his mercenary life, Locke vows to beat the enemy at his own brutal game—or die trying.

Review:
I……don’t… really know…how to feel….about this book. I’m surprise I managed to finish it. It wasn’t a bad book over all. But I don’t know if I’m ready to say it was good too? maybe it’s just go– (first syllable of good)?

I think the pacing was the biggest contributing factor to my complaints. It’s one of those books that had a lot of things happening quickly, but the pacing didn’t really feel like it was quick either. It also didn’t grab my attention and keep it. It grabs, then lets go, then grabs, then lets go. more let go than grabs honestly. The first 300 pages was set up and learning about characters. More interesting things happened around page 360 ish but then it went back to grabbing and letting go.
I enjoyed learning about the characters and their past (in flashbacks as interlude), but I didn’t FULLY feel a lot of attachment or emotions for them either (although I was rooting for them throughout). Some filler background interlude stories (later in the book) didn’t feel all that necessary and could have been done more simply when we met the character but maybe it will be more relevant in the books to come? The made up name for times, I just gave up on trying to figure out. The descriptions of surrounding or clothes or whatever could have been cut out a bit….. I’ve never been one for really long (sometimes irrelevant) descriptions. As with all heist related genre- everything felt like it fell into place too easily or conveniently. But that’s not surprising so I won’t complain too much about it.
I thought how it all wrapped up was pretty anti-climatic. AFTER ALL THAT…That’s it? That’s how it’s going to end? It felt too simple and easy. Definitely a little disappointed by the anti-climatic-ness.

Maybe it’s because I’m an amateur adult book reader and this is probably normal in these types of books, and I’m not criticizing the the author- but the use of large words (because let’s be honest I did learn a lot of new vocab that I will forget in time lol) bothered me occasionally. It felt like when you’re writing a paper and want to sound more intelligent so you start thesaurus-ing words. lol Yes, this is a, IT’S JUST ME AND MY SMALL (and understandable everyday) VOCABULARY problem.

The Good stuff:
I think the author did a good job on creating each character. They all had their flaws and weaknesses, and were still likable and confident (also aware of their flaws and accepting it). On top of that, their flaws weren’t annoying and didn’t feel like it was there just for flaws sake (like I find in a lot of YA books which annoys the crap out of me..I can go on a tangent about this for a long time). They felt like real people. Can we also talk about The bromance! You can tell the group had genuine unconditional love and respect for each other. You don’t see it very often so I enjoyed that. No Love triangle- square-quadrilateral or at first sight! Thank you! (someone has been reading too much YA). The heists and world is interesting too, but definitely lack in comparison to character. Some of the twists were good, some predictable.

It gave me a Pirates of the Carribean vibe-ish, I don’t know why. I think if done well, this would make a fun live action (film or tv).

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The Prince and the Dressmaker – Jen Wang
[★★★★☆]
Synopsis:
Paris, at the dawn of the modern age:
Prince Sebastian is looking for a bride―or rather, his parents are looking for one for him. Sebastian is too busy hiding his secret life from everyone. At night he puts on daring dresses and takes Paris by storm as the fabulous Lady Crystallia―the hottest fashion icon in the world capital of fashion!

Sebastian’s secret weapon (and best friend) is the brilliant dressmaker Frances―one of only two people who know the truth: sometimes this boy wears dresses. But Frances dreams of greatness, and being someone’s secret weapon means being a secret. Forever. How long can Frances defer her dreams to protect a friend?

Review:
This was a really sweet story. I read the ebook-version so I did not get the glory of having color. It’s a graphic novel so it’s a very short read and the story is nothing too unique per se but it does have a very powerful message about gender identity, self expression, family pressure, acceptance, confidence, love and friendship.  I liked how Frances had this quiet sense of confidence in both her work and herself and was able to help Sebastian be more confident in himself and who he is. Definitely recommend to all fans of Cinderella, or Cinderella-like stories. Would definitely like to purchase a hard copy in the distant future.

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Rich Dad, Poor Dad- Robert T. Kiyosaki
[★★☆☆☆]
Synopsis:
Personal finance author and lecturer Robert T. Kiyosaki developed his unique economic perspective from two very different influences – his two fathers. One father (Robert’s real father) was a highly educated man but fiscally poor. The other father was the father of Robert’s best friend – that Dad was an eighth-grade drop-out who became a self-made multi-millionaire. The lifelong monetary problems experienced by his poor dad pounded home the counterpoint communicated by his rich dad. Taking that message to heart, Kiyosaki was able to retire at 47.

Review:
It was alright.. Although the author brought up some interesting insights from a rich person’s perspective and investments and how the rich and poor see money (which I rather enjoyed), it was overall very repetitive and with fairly vague tips. I ended up skimming a lot of the last 25 percent. I also think it could have used a lot more editing. I wouldn’t say it was well written, but how he chose to write it did make it authentic and somewhat engaging. Although I can see how this book can come off condescending or belittling those who work for money (majority of us) or the educated people in terms of scholastic education, I thought it held good insight into the world of the rich; how they think and view certain matters such as money. He brought up a lot of interesting points that I never really thought too deeply about, such as the subject of money is not taught in school but at home so what can a poor parent tell their child about money other than “Stay in school and study hard” because as he mentions, poor people work for money, and they themselves are also not educated in the subject of money. Which I found is very true ( which I’m sure is not just with the poor but also the rich). I also like how he brought up the fact that not a lot of people know the difference between assets and liabilities, especially the poor because they don’t really have assets. If they think they do, it’s most likely more or a liability. The last thing I want to mention (not the least, he brought up a lot of other intriguing ideas and views) when he mentioned that “poor” (im assuming this may include middle class too??) people don’t talk about money while rich people do often. I too, notice that people around me don’t talk about money. I personally never found it to be a taboo subject (same with age) but I realize a lot of people do (or don’t want to share that info). I’m just legit curious how much you make and maybe will want to walk that route too because I am poor and will work for money. LOL But I also understand why it’s a sensitive subject for many people. You may get judged for it regardless of how much you make because humans as a species are just so damn judgemental. Anyway, I think this is an eye opening book into the thoughts of rich people and how they think, but that’s really the only reason I would recommend it.  I’d say skip it if you want to actually learn about the subject of money.

*SURPRISE* December Book Review Wrap Up

Rating key:
★☆☆☆☆ – Did not like.
★★☆☆☆ – It was ok.
★★★☆☆ – Enjoyable enough
★★★★☆ – I liked it.
★★★★★ – DAMN THAT WAS GOOD! GO READ IT! NOW!

*CLICKING THE BOOK TITLE WILL LEAD YOU TO THE BOOK’S GOODREADS PAGE*

I didn’t think I would be reading this month because I’ve been in the biggest slump and I thought if I stop reading long enough I’ll enjoy it more when I do pick up a book again…. but I manage to read 1 book! 

The Best We Could Do – Thi Bui
[★★★★☆]
Synopsis:
The Best We Could Do, the debut graphic novel memoir by Thi Bui, is an intimate look at one family’s journey from their war-torn Vietnam to their new lives in America. Exploring the anguish of immigration and the lasting effects that displacement has on a child and her family, Bui documents the story of her family’s daring escape after the fall of South Vietnam in the 1970s, and the difficulties they faced building new lives for themselves. At the heart of Sui’s story is a universal struggle: While adjusting to life as a first- time mother, she ultimately discovers what it means to be a parent-the endless sacrifices, the unnoticed gestures, and the depths of unspoken love. Despite how impossible it seems to take on the simultaneous roles of both parent and child, Bui pushes through. 
With haunting, poetic writing and breathtaking art, she examines the strength of family, the importance of identity, and the meaning of home.

Review/Comments:
 It’s been so long since I read a book that really resonate with me or my experiences. As a child of southeast immigrant parents (Hmong), who also had to flee their home for the safety of their family and themselves (all done before I was born), the graphic novel really opened my eyes to their possible journey and struggles. I could really relate to the parent-relationship topic and how hard it is to develop one with them. You learn some Vietnamese history and the struggles and sacrifices people had to make for the safety of their family. I definitely recommend this book for anyone really, but to children of immigrant children. Maybe it can assist you in understanding your parents and why they are the way they are, your relationships, and make you question yourself, surrounding, and the way you see things..if not then read to just simply  learn something new and feel empathy to others because this is a real story. A real experience. I think that as a privilege descendent, we forget that our parents did struggle, are still struggling in navigating life, had dreams, made sacrifices, and are they way they are because of all the said and unsaid things. That we may need to be the one to reach out first. I definitely learned some and question my own self and my own parent-relationship after this book. Deep stuff guys. Deep stuff. I’m glad this book came to me now as an adult since I don’t think it would have made as much of an impact had I read it when I was younger. Great way to end 2018. Reflection and re-examining life is always a good thing.

Happy New Years To You All.

See you next year!

Peace. Love. and Understanding.

November Book Review Wrap Up

Rating key:
★☆☆☆☆ – Did not like.
★★☆☆☆ – It was ok.
★★★☆☆ – Enjoyable enough
★★★★☆ – I liked it.
★★★★★ – DAMN THAT WAS GOOD! GO READ IT! NOW!
*CLICKING THE BOOK TITLE WILL LEAD YOU TO THE BOOK’S GOODREADS PAGE*

Sorry for the Extremely LATE November Wrap up. Once again, I only read 1 book but I did start The Lies of Locke Lamora in November as well. Honestly, I probably won’t finish it by the end of this year. I’ve been busy with life. Look forward to two posts before this year ends! Year End Review and 2019 Goals! Thanks!

The Five People You Meet In Heaven – Mitch Albom
[★★★☆☆]
Synopsis:
Eddie is a wounded war veteran, an old man who has lived, in his mind, an uninspired life. His job is fixing rides at a seaside amusement park. On his 83rd birthday, a tragic accident kills him as he tries to save a little girl from a falling cart. He awakes in the afterlife, where he learns that heaven is not a destination. It s a place where your life is explained to you by five people, some of whom you knew, others who may have been strangers. One by one, from childhood to soldier to old age, Eddie s five people revisit their connections to him on earth, illuminating the mysteries of his meaningless life, and revealing the haunting secret behind the eternal question: Why was I here?

Review/Comments:

It was overall, a quick and enjoyable read. Maybe even slightly inspirational. It was interesting learning about Eddie’s life and how the 5 people he met impacted his life/ how he impacted theirs. This book can make you think really deeply (if you chose to) about your day to day interaction with people whether it’s just someone you pass by or someone you care about. The only reason I picked this book up was because the premise reminded me of this Korean film I saw (and enjoyed) called With God, that was really popular in Korea when it came out (There’s going to be a part 2 for the film too). I couldn’t help but read it in my horrible southern accent (when I say horrible, it really doesn’t even sound like the southern accent lol). I’d recommend this if you’re in a slump and want a quick read!

October Book Review Wrap Up

Rating key:
★☆☆☆☆ – Did not like.
★★☆☆☆ – It was ok.
★★★☆☆ – Enjoyable enough
★★★★☆ – I liked it.
★★★★★ – DAMN THAT WAS GOOD! GO READ IT! NOW!
[RR] = Re-Read
*CLICKING THE BOOK TITLE WILL LEAD YOU TO THE BOOK’S GOODREADS PAGE*

Early, and Short Wrap up this month..because it’s just one book, the review will be a bit longer. The Reading Bug was almost nonexistent this month. Check out my OVERLY ambitious NOVEMBER To Be Read List Here.

The First Time She Drowned – Kerry Kletter
[★★★☆☆].5
Synopsis:
Cassie O’Malley has been trying to keep her head above water—literally and metaphorically—since birth. It’s been two and a half years since Cassie’s mother dumped her in a mental institution against her will, and now, at eighteen, Cassie is finally able to reclaim her life and enter the world on her own terms.

But freedom is a poor match against a lifetime of psychological damage. As Cassie plumbs the depths of her new surroundings, the startling truths she uncovers about her own family narrative make it impossible to cut the tethers of a tumultuous past. And when the unhealthy mother-daughter relationship that defined Cassie’s childhood and adolescence threatens to pull her under once again, Cassie must decide: whose version of history is real? And more important, whose life must she save?

Review/Comments:

** May contain spoilers** 3.5
Trigger warning: molestation, verbal/physical/mentalabuse

Heart-wrenching read. Really. No child should have to go through what Cassie did. Unfortunately some do.
The story felt authentic but also had what I think are some implausible elements. Authentic in terms or Cassie’s behavior and the effects of her childhood and relationship with her mother. How her desire for her mothers love and attention would make her do/act/ see certain things a certain way just to appease her. Implausible in terms of how the doctors don’t see that her mother also needs help and her junior high school experience where she was trying to commit suicide during lunch where all the students just watched except for one person and nobody went to get an adult/no adult saw!(but the world can be cruel so I wont be surprised). Also the way she was treating Chris, let’s be honest, most guys would be long gone. But he’s very sweet to stick around. Puts a little hope in the world.

The hope she held on to in order to have a normal relationship with her mom (not realizing that she had to give up being herself for that acceptance) was understandable though a bit annoying. We all knew the mom was cray cray and needs help and that their relationship can never be normal.

The twist got pretty obvious eventually making the surprise a bit less surprising. I don’t think it was entirely necessary though, because the mom’s mental well being/relationship was already pretty messed up as is and was a strong enough trope for Cassie to be the way she was.

Although the mom was the way she was, you also felt a bit for her too because of her own history, which is equally as tragic since it is kind of similar to what Cassie went through.

I’m also curious as to why James returned after his initial escape.  Is it just because he couldn’t handle being in the real world, having to face his past? I’m under the impression that he may also have been sexually molested, that’s why he doesn’t sleep? Am I right? His history is also interesting and wish the author went a little deeper.

Again, To see what I may or may not be reading next month, NOVEMBER To Be Read List Here.

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[RR] Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone – J.K. Rowling
[★★★★★]
 Synopsis:
Harry Potter’s life is miserable. His parents are dead and he’s stuck with his heartless relatives, who force him to live in a tiny closet under the stairs. But his fortune changes when he receives a letter that tells him the truth about himself: he’s a wizard. A mysterious visitor rescues him from his relatives and takes him to his new home, Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry.

After a lifetime of bottling up his magical powers, Harry finally feels like a normal kid. But even within the Wizarding community, he is special. He is the boy who lived: the only person to have ever survived a killing curse inflicted by the evil Lord Voldemort, who launched a brutal takeover of the Wizarding world, only to vanish after failing to kill Harry.

Though Harry’s first year at Hogwarts is the best of his life, not everything is perfect. There is a dangerous secret object hidden within the castle walls, and Harry believes it’s his responsibility to prevent it from falling into evil hands. But doing so will bring him into contact with forces more terrifying than he ever could have imagined.

Review/Comments:

Re-Read [RR] Harry Potter. Didn’t think I had the determination to finish before the month was over so I didn’t include it initially…but apparently I did……It’s totally ACCEPTABLE to give it 5 stars for nostalgic sake right? Even if it may have fall more in the 4 star range? 😂 Still love the world and magic system. It was great re-reading it, this time in physical book format. ^-^ Do you think I’ll be able to re-finish the series by the end of the year?~ Once I do, I’d have finished HP Series in all format available~ (E-book, Audio, Movie, now Physical) Talk about being a BIG FAN!